Significance

One of our most fundamental human needs is to have a sense of significance.

(Maslow, 1943)

Perfectly

nod

A glance and a nod in a crowded room.
Dancing gypsies trapped.
Constrained in a settled life of usual.
Simply composed.
Fierce love kept tame.
Duties and goals take stage.
Road less traveled lies empty.
Heart beats rage.
Calm, normal, expected and routine.
Gorgeous moments tucked away.
Boas await.

Or maybe it was just a glance and a nod.

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Dad

Many men who walk this earth are dads, teachers, coaches, friends, and husbands, but few did it like my our dad.  He made his mark, left a legacy, and will be remembered.  He was flawed, but he owned these flaws. I think he loved his flaws and he respected being ‘real’.  An intense, passionate, generous man, he was fiercely loyal and had a hearty laugh. 

You would be hard pressed to find a tougher dad than ours.  He taught us four kids to be strong, determined, hard-working, and excited about life.  He did this through grueling lessons in picking up leaves from the hedges, fierce Sunday bike rides to the Country Club, private coaching lessons AFTER the game, cut throat, family softball games, and boxing matches that drew blood.  Growing up a Mau kid was not for the weak.  His time was devoted to us and our family.  We spent our summers camping and traveling.  The car ride was the best part.  He loved controversy, was always up for a discussion, and admired you if you stuck to your guns.  We learned to have opinions and stand up for our beliefs. Over the years, many kids lived with us because they needed a place to crash or time to reform.  I don’t think he ever turned anyone away.  As we grew, ventured into the world, stumbled over life mistakes, we found that our dad was always there.  Sometimes he would shake his head, but he always, always was on our side.  We would learn that loyalty was one of his strongest traits.

As a grampa, he had a nickname for every grandkid.  He was the gruff kind of grampa  who scared some while others saw right through the whole ‘gruff’ persona.  Getting to know each new kid was an adventure for him.  Missing a sporting event, baptism, or graduation was not an option.  My dad made financial and ‘golf’ sacrifices to be at grandkid events. He took Lamaze classes before Jacqui was born and had to listen to the World Series with only half of the headphones on.  That is sacrifice!

As a coach, he was almost as intense as a dad.  A coach who teaches his 10 year old kick off team turn to the crowd, wave goodbye because they were ‘Kamikaze kids’, is intense.  Each year he coached, he came up with a theme, a slogan, a motto, a cheer.  I remember him cutting out intricate panther emblems out of green sticker material.  I’m telling you, it was intricate and there was one for every helmet.  “Panther!  Power!” and “Mean Green Machine” still rings in my ears.  My dad could motivate, inspire, and excite!  Fiercely competitive, he demanded excellence, enthusiasm, and hard work and every player who played for him, remembers him.  Through coaching, he changed lives.

The title Mr. Mau meant respect, discipline, and love to his students at Casa Floral.  The law kept him from mentioning names, but we always knew that he cared deeply for his students.  He had immense compassion for a child’s situation in life, yet he absolutely required discipline.  He knew that discipline was their key to success.   He played softball or some sport with them daily.  He played viciously and came home injured many times from sliding into second.  I can only imagine what these games meant to his students.   He set up a boxing ring for students to resolve conflict.  His theme was Tradition!  There was nothing fancy about his classroom, nothing pretty, no technology, but there was tradition. 

Sports was more than just a pastime.  He was a player, coach, spectator, and loyalist.  He took things seriously.  The NFL draft was something he obsessed about for weeks with pencil drawn spreadsheets and clearing the calendar so his thumb could be on the pulse of the draft.  He would drive hours to a game, gather friends for playoff, invest in clothing so you would always know his loyalties.  Sports loyalty was an intricate system of where one was born, the university you attended, and where you presently lived.  There were clauses for loyalties if you attended a college in another state or if your children attended college.  The basic rule was that you root for your local team.  And if you were from California, lucky for you!!  My dad was not one of those ‘I only watch college ball’ or ‘I’m an NFL guy’ kind of fans.  He could watch any sport, at any level and become passionately involved.  I’ve seen him cheer as ferociously for a middle school basketball game as a Laker’s game.  He just loved a game!

Golf ended up being his game of choice.  He approached golf as he did everything in his life, with dedication, discipline, and enthusiasm.  His handicap became good, but humility always reigned.  He had little tolerance for ‘cockiness’.   Golf and poker friends were some of the favorite people in his life.  As kids, we knew that Wednesday night meant Poker Night.  He relished in the differences, the controversy, and the competition. 

Not many people get a ‘love of their life’.  My mom was the love of his life.  Their courtship was short.  They just ‘knew’ and he knew an angel when he saw one.  We questioned his harsh ways, but he always assured us that we didn’t understand the depth of their love.  They had one of those relationships, connections, and loves that transcended our everyday understanding of a marriage.  We once played the Newlywed game asking tough questions for one of their anniversaries.  Their answers matched every time.  I still marvel at the intuitive nature of the relationship kids just can’t understand.  We watched the love and care my mom and dad showed as they faced this journey of cancer.  My dad never complained.  My mom never faltered.  They modeled grace, love and strength only found in great literature or maybe mythology.  We will be changed forever from watching this love story unfold before our eyes.          

What a great life he had.  It was full of fun, passion, meaning and love.  His legacy will be felt for generations to come.  He was larger than life during his life.  As he received emails from friends and family in response to his ‘updates’, he was overwhelmed with the love he felt, and because of that, he considered himself the luckiest man alive. He definitely did it his way.   

My Dad

Ronald Ernest Mau
The Mau family would like to announce the recent death of Ronald Ernest Mau, 71.  Ron died in his home on Sept. 18, 2012 from melanoma brain cancer. 
  Born in July, 1941 in Torrance, California, Ron lived a full, passionate life surrounded by dear friends, loving family and exciting sporting events.  He was raised in Southern California on a grape vineyard with baseball as his childhood passion.  His mom and step-dad were instrumental in promoting the Little League program because of Ron's love of baseball.  His high school baseball career at Chaffey High School provided life lessons that he passed on to his students and children; Ron remained in contact with his coach and teammates throughout his lifetime.
  While attending Brigham Young University, he met Barbara Ferguson, the love of his life.  They married in 1964 while Ron worked at a Provo shoe store and finished his education.  Ron brought Barbara to Riverside, California where Ron taught and coached at Jurupa Junior High and Rubidoux High School as they began their young family.  It was during this time that Ron and Barbara met many dear, lifetime friends. 
  In search of a small town lifestyle, the Mau family moved to Lompoc in 1974 where Ron was hired by Santa Barbara Unified School District to be the head teacher at Casa Floral, a school for struggling teens.  Ron loved his job and his students.  He played ball with them daily and loved hearing of their successes as they progressed through life.  Upon arriving in Lompoc, they also joined the Village Country Club where Ron pursued his love of golf and poker.  Ron and Barbara spent countless hours golfing and socializing with these dear friends.  Always the competitor, Ron hit several ‘holes in one', won the men's club championship, and worked his way to a very impressive handicap. 
  Ron loved sports.  It would be hard to find another sports fan as passionate, dedicated, and disciplined. He coached Lompoc Youth Football, influencing the lives of every player he worked with.  He intently followed every California team and thought that every Californian should be loyal to their home team.  Over the years he played every sport available, but golf was his passion.  He was a fierce competitor and found great joy in every sporting event.  He never missed a chance to watch his children and grand children competing in sports.
  Ron retired from education in 2003 and spent his time golfing, traveling, and doing all those things he and Barbara had neglected over the years.  His car was always immaculate, his lawn was pristine, and golfed like crazy.  Retirement was his heaven!
  Ron loved his family.  He was an involved, loving father and grandfather, and he loved his wife voraciously.   Ron is survived by his wife, Barbara, his four children, Morrie, Meshelle, Misty, and Moose, his 18 grand children and his brother, Jimmy.
  Ron lived life with intensity and zest and believed that attitude is everything.  He was loved dearly and we will miss him every day.  We will celebrate his life at the Dick Dewees Senior Center, 1120 W Ocean Ave, at 2pm on Friday, Sept. 21.  Please come to honor Ron and enjoy friendships. In lieu of flowers, donations could be made to Lompoc Youth Football League at P.O. Box 99, Lompoc, CA 93438.  A website, RonMau.com, has been created to connect and share.

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Sarah Anne Songer-Smith (July 19, 1980 - December 28, 2011) Send Sympathy Card Sign Guest Book | Send Private Condolences Sarah Anne Songer-Smith Sarah Songer-Smith, 31, passed away from cancer on December 28, 2011. She had been battling advanced stage Mesothelioma since its diagnosis in April of this year. Sarah entered this world on July 19, 1980. She was born at home in Huntsville to Pat and Steve Songer. Sarah was one of six kids including, Casey, Jake, Jenny, Katie, and Emily. Her family loved her hilarious wit, her sincere love for others, her amazing talents, and her ability to connect with people including her adoring nieces and nephews. On August 14, 2009 Sarah married her very best friend, Shaun Smith. They were deeply devoted to each other. Shaun was the love of Sarah’s life and they inspired each other to live life to the fullest. Shaun was a loving and capable caregiver and we are so grateful for all the he did for her. When Sarah married Shaun she became the step-mother to Rachel and Jack, two of the most adorable and likeable children there could be. They were her only focus when they were with her and she never passed up an opportunity to hug them or tell them how much she loved them. They loved and admired her very much. Sarah had a strong, vibrant personality and she was driven by a sense of adventure and an excitement for life. She had a feisty spirit and was hilarious, charming, and stunningly gorgeous. She was also brilliant and incredibly talented in the arts. She was an amazing actress, writer, pianist, singer, and artist. She was passionate about music. She taught herself the guitar and wrote her own songs which she performed at various engagements. It was awesome to hear her sing and always so fun to see the crowd of friends and extended family who would come to enjoy her music. Sarah was kind and generous. She was willing to share or give anything she had to anyone in need. She made friends easily and enjoyed a close relationship with numerous loyal friends. As a professional counselor, Sarah dedicated her life to helping troubled teens overcome life challenges. She maintained her grace and delightful sense of humor until the very end. We love you, Sarah, and we will miss you so much. A Memorial Service will be held on Saturday, December 31, 2011 at 1 p.m. at Lindquist’s Ogden Mortuary, 3408 Washington Blvd. Print Obituary